PLZZZZZZ....leave me alone

Normally wen v r sad,smwhr depressed..v start avoiding everything & everyone...n if nebody ask ne thng v simply say PLZZZ....LEAVE ME ALONE...i don wanna talk..i don need ur help..plz
juss LEAVE ME ALONE..but did u ever said this wen u r in happy mood..i mean wen everything is correct in ur lyf...u hve everything which is related to ur happiness..

yes sometime it happens...but now the ques cums y so???
and the ans is also vry simple...smtym even u can't complain about ur present situation..bcos u got everything gud..u hve everything what others think,is necessary for happiness..but this happiness is nthg for u bcos u don hve that one thng which is most imp for u...

that one thng is everything for u...may b that is nthg for othrs but for u that is everything...
its really bcums tough to smile in such situation's..neither u can say that u r not happy nor u can say that u r sad..n that's the time wen u start seeking for loneliness..

really it bcum vry difficult to fight wid that loneliness
bcos neither it declares herself winner nor she defeats u completely
that time you juss toggle in between the two extremities

I LIKE U

Yes I LIKE U..oh oh plz this line is not for ne one here.but yes today m talking about this only.trust me its vry imp..n quiet funny too.ok tel me how many times u said this???
i mean how many times u simply used this line????
I LIKE U???? ting tong...:):):)


now u al say of course many times.whats so big about this??..actually frnds m confused wid the meaning of this line..i mean now u'll say itna bhi nhi pta mujhe i like u ka kya matlab hai...haan nhi pta nhi pta..
n u kno y????

bcos according to me it has many meanings..like

It simply tels that someone likes u(bas baat khatam aur kuch nhi)

n smtym it tels u that u r vry gud..n someone likes u..i mean not only as frnd..smwhr mor then that..u kno.(seedhi si baat ka ek aur matlab)

n even smtyms it bcums the replacement of three magical words i.e i luv u(bas i like u bol do aur kam khatam)

oh god so much of drama associated wid this single line.....
this ambiguous line really helps in mny matters..wid the help of this line u can say evrythng..u can please ur listener,u can show ur affection,u can use it for ur benefit n many mor...hehhe bcos LIKE word does not ask for the intensity of it...n that is really g8

i kno once again i cum up wid a silly thought but ab mein kya kar sakti hun... :):)

Interesting........

"v normally live wid r two images..one which others kno n second which v kno.wel i alwaz loved my second image mor but stil i try so hard to hide it"
Interesting!!!!!!!!!!

"generally i complain that i alwaz do my best for others but stil others don't understand..if realy thats true then frm where al misunderstandings cum"
Interesting!!!!!!!!!

"i don't argue lozz but stil i love to say evrythng..thn hw cum there is so much silence around me..i don kno??"
Interesting!!!!!!!!

"i admire failure n success both..but i don kno what i like mor??
Interesting!!!!!!!

"i don't know i love u mor or i hate u mor"..i don kno y i love this line so much
Interesting!!!!!!!!!

Whats In The NaMe????

Too late or never
scribbling or better
I call his name

may be juss
to have a semi perfect picture

In the world of the mad
or in the place where I am at
I call his name

may be juss
to be happy or simply sad

i don't have any hopes
but I Dream

I wish

I pray

I shout
& I call his name

may be juss bcos

once again i wanted to see him HERE

hey PLZ don get senti aftr reading above lines vo to bas aise hi smthng incomplete...today i m talking about name game..as ppl say whats in the name????

i don know whats in the name...but definitely something.bcos smwhr v love r names..n sply those names which r gvn by r frnds.u know if i talk about names which i got frm my frnds then definitely thats gonna b interesting thng...my frnds had gvn me some vry funny, sweet n weired names.. realy..wel the list goes like this::

NOORE--wow!!this was the 1st name i got frm my frnds.wel its not that much bad bcos its juss the reverse of my nick name in hindi...n my childhood frnds used to call me noore...:):)

CHANDI DEVI---i got goddess's name too..hehe.wel it was gvn by one of my school frnd wen i was in the seventh class..wel i got this name bcos of my vry vry low temper.. :D:D

NANU---don think i became nana or nani ji :P:P...again one of my school frnd,who heared my wrong nick name over phne:(:(. i think i got this name in 9th class..

SHWETU,SHWEET,SHWEETEE,SHWEE--all these funny versions of my name gvn by my four spl school frnds..ie frm my girl's gang in the school :):)

SMILEY--- i got this name frm my school captain

KHUSHI---wel this i got in DU.now u say wen???the vry first day of the collg..i don knw much about that guy who said hey miss khushi plz thoda kam smile..haan...wel he was my classmate but i left the DU vry early that even i was not able to make frnds there...

PALAK---its not spinach plz haan..wel this one is spl bcos it was gvn by my frnds's frnd. definitely now hez also my frnd

Anonymous

"Anonymous"....this interesting word is very famous on Internet. there is a kind of curiosity, suspense, mystery, drama associated with it..u knw it has all the elements of full 3 hrs movie.wel if i realy tel u then i realy hate anonymous ppl..realy :0.

i mean y don they come in front n say whatever they like.this ques alwaz irritate me..

is it gud to b anonymous or not????

i mean sometimes its gud..even u can put ur thots without disclosing ur identity..even u can say nethng whatever u like without taking tension about what othrs wil feel...

but its bad too yar..y ppl scared frm telling there real identity...???y not ppl say whatever they feel without caring about othrs...i don knw but i don understand this anonymous concept... :o

but i luv anonymous thoughts,quotes,comments.may b bcos they r vry true..vry real..i don knw how but anonymous ppl actually speak the truth..:o

like i realy liked this anonymous thought which i read somewhere:

We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers.

Wider freeways, but more narrow viewpoints.

We spend more, but we have less.

We buy more, but enjoy less.

We have Degrees, but less common sense.

More knowledge, but less judgement.

More experts, but more problems.

More medicine, but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced lives values.

We talk too much, but listen less often.

We have learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We have added years to life, but not life to years.

We have been all the way to the moon and back, but we hardly know our neighbours.

We have conquered outer space, but not inner space.

We have split the atom, but not our prejudice.

We have higher incomes, but lower morals.

We have become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of tall men, and short shadowy character.

Times of steep profits, and shallow relationships.

These are times of delicate world peace, and domestic warfare.

Times of more leisure, but less fun.

More kinds of food, but more hungry people.

The days of two incomes, but more divorce.

Days of fancier houses, but more broken homes.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window, but very little in the storeroom.
And All Of This Was Created By Thought Perhaps

It Is Time To Change The Way We Think!

Long Absence

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

I don't have a good excuse for such a long absence frm my blog...I could say I got sidetracked, or had too much work...but that wouldn't be true.I just switched off for a while,I guess:)

wel whatever the reason be but it gave me another ques..hehe
n the ques is on "LONG ABSENCE" ting tong
long absence of prsn,thngs,goals,relationships,successs etc etc...i mean what not??i don knw i like it or not???? i mean i cant clearly give my statment on it..bcos smwhr as ppl say
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Prolonged absence makes the heart forget"
whatever...i juss knw that v feel vry different when something is not there..realy.v juss start missing that thng.that thng becomes most imp for us.very intrstng is all this..TRUST ME..
feel the absence of nethng in ur lyf n u vil come to knw about evrythng..
as today when i came here i realy felt vry gud..as if i got smthng which i was wanted frm a long time..i don knw y this feeling came to me..oh oh let it be whatever may be the reason..but thats gud :):):) after all now days my blog is my very gud frnd so its gud....what u say???

HaPpY NeW YeAr :):):)

There are so many words
wanting to come together
To talk about no body else
But about me, myself

but i am not in the mood

i am seeing the bigger picture.

Soon, yet another year

is about to begin, as

another will end.

Whether I like it or not

its the beginning of yet another story

I don know what lies ahead

but i try to define

some sort of better me

i have to be a ruler

i have to rise again

i have to do my part very well

well right now

lemme acknowledge where I have been

lemme close the old paper's

lemme welcome the new chapter

& lemme wish everybody & myself too

with smiling face & loads of love

a very very

HaPpY & PrOsPeRoUs NeW YeAr 2009!!!!!!!

I Admire!!!!!!!!

"Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi"

At the time when women were considered the weaker sex, she rose up with such great power that Britishers feared her very name.The woman of self-respect and self-confidence is none other then the martyr Rani Lakshmi Bai. She is well known as Jhansi ki Rani. Rani Lakshmibai was one of the leading warriors of the India's first struggle of independence. She is a symbol of bravery, patriotism and honor.

WE realy cant forget her..atleast not me..i am her big admirer

BEFORE THIS YEAR END I WANTED TO SING THIS SONGWHICH I AM SINGING FROM MY CHILDHOOD..I THINK I WANTED TO WELCOME THE NEW YEAR IN THIS MOOD ONLY ::

"Sinhasan hil uthey raajvanshon ney bhrukuti tani thi,budhey Bharat mein aayee phir se nayi jawani thi,gumee huee azadi ki keemat sabney pehchani thi, door phirangi ko karney ki sab ney man mein thani thi.Chamak uthi san sattavan mein, yeh talwar purani thi,Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi"

Kanpur key Nana ki muhn boli bahen chhaveeli thi,

Lakshmibai naam, pita ki woh santaan akeli thi,

Nana key sangh padhti thi woh Nana key sangh kheli thi

barchhi, dhal, kripan, katari, uski yehi saheli thi.

Veer Shivaji ki gaathaayen uski yaad zabani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Lakshmi thi ya Durga thi woh swayan veerta ki avatar,

dekh Marathey pulkit hotey uski talwaron key vaar,

nakli yudh-vyuh ki rachna aur khelna khub shikar,

sainya gherna, durg todna yeh they uskey preeya khilwad.

Maharashtra-kul-devi uski bhi aaradhya Bhavani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Huee veerta ki vaibhav key saath sagai Jhansi mein,

byah hua ban aayee Rani Lakshmi bai Jhansi mein,

rajmahal mein baji badhai khushiyan chhaee Jhansi mein,

sughat Bundelon ki viroodaavalee-si woh aayee Jhansi mein.

Chitra ney Arjun ko paya, Shiv sey mili Bhavani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Udit hua saubhagya, mudit mahalon mein ujiyali chhayee,

kintu kaalgati chupkey-chupkey kali ghata gher laayee,

teer chalaaney vaaley kar mein usey choodiyan kab bhaayee,

Rani vidhva huee hai, vidhi ko bhi nahin dayaa aayee.

Nisantan marey Rajaji, Rani shok-samani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Bujha deep Jhansi ka tab Dalhousie man mein harshaaya,

Raajya hadap karney ka yeh usney achhaa avsar paaya,

fauran fauj bhej durg par apna jhandaa phehraya,

lawaris ka waris bankar British Raj Jhansi aaya.

Ashrupurna Rani ney dekha Jhansi huee birani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Anunay vinay nahin sunti hai, vikat shaasakonki maaya,

vyapari ban daya chhahta tha jab wah Bharat aaya,

Dalhousie ney pair pasaarey, ab to palat gayee kaaya

Rajaon Nawwabon ko bhi usney pairon thukraaya.

Rani daasi bani, bani yeh daasi ab Maharani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Chheenee rajdhani Dilli ki, Lucknow chheena baaton-baat,

Qaid Peshwa tha Bithur mein, hua Nagpur ka bhi ghaat,

Udaipur, Tanjore, Satara, Karnatak ki kaun bisaat?

jabki Sindh, Punjab Brahm par abhi hua that vajra-nipaat.

Bengaaley, Madras aadi ki bhi to vahi kahani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Rani royee rinvason mein, Begum gum se thi bezaar,

unkey gehney kapdey biktey they Calcutta key bazzar,

sarey aam nilaam chhaptey they angrezon key akhbar,

"Nagpur key zewar le lo, Lucknow key lo naulakh haar".

Yon pardey ki izzat pardesi key hath bikani thi

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Kutiya mein bhi visham vedna, mahalon mein aahat apmaan,

veer sainikon key man mein tha apney purkhon ka abhmaan,

Nana Ghunghupant Peshwa joota raha tha sab saamaan,

bahen chhaveeli ney Ran-Chandi ka kar diya prakat aahvaan.

Hua yagna prarambh unhey to soyee jyoti jagani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Mahalon ney di aag, jhonpdi ney jwala sulgayee thi,

yeh swatantrata ki chingari antratam sey aayee thi,

Jhansi cheti, Dilli cheti, Lucknow laptey chhayi thi,

Merat, Kanpur, Patna ney bhari dhoom machayi thi,

Jabalpur, Kolhapur, mein bhi kuchh hulchul uksani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Is Swatantrata Mahayagna mein kayee veervar aaye kaam,

Nana Ghunghupant, Tantya, chatur Azeemullah sarnam,

Ahmedshah Moulvi, hakur Kunwar Singh, Sainik Abhiram,

Bharat key itihaas gagan mein amar rahengey jinkey naam.

Lekin aaj jurm kehlati unki jo Qurbani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Inki gaatha chhod, chaley hum Jhansi key maidanon mein,

Jahan khadi hai Lakshmibai mard bani mardanon mein,

Lieutenant Walker aa pohoncha, aagey bada jawanon mein,

Rani ney talwaar kheench li, hua dhandh asmanon mein.

Zakhmi hokar Walker bhaga, usey ajab hairani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Rani badhi Kalpi aayee, kar sau meel nirantar paar,

ghoda thak kar gira bhoomi par, gaya swarg tatkaal sidhaar,

Yamuna tat par angrezon ney phir khayee Rani sey haar,

vijayee Rani aagey chal di, kiya Gwalior par adhikar.

Angrezon key mitra Scindia ney chhodi rajdhani thee,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

Vijay mili, par Angrezon ki phir sena ghir aayee thi,

Abkey General Smith sammukh tha, usney munhki khayee thi,

Kaana aur Mandra sakhiyan Rani key sangh aayee thi,

Yudh kshetra mein un dono ney bhari maar machayi thi.

par peechey Hughrose aa gaya, Hai! gheeri ab Rani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

To bhi Rani maar kaat kar chalti bani sainya key paar,

kintu saamney naala aaya, tha woh sankat visham apaar,

ghoda adaa, naya ghoda tha, itney mein aa gaye avaar,

Rani ek, shatru bahuterey, honey lagey vaar-par-var.

Ghayal hokar giri Sinhni, isey veer gati paani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi.

Rani gayee sidhaar chita ab uski divya sawaari thi,

mila tej se tej, tej ki woh sachchi adhikaari thi,

abhi umr kul teis ki thi, manuj nahin avtaari thi,

humko jeevit karney aayee ban Swatantrata-naree thi,

dikha gayee path, sikha gayee humko jo seekh sikhani thi,

Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,

Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi

"Jao Rani yaad Rakhengey yeh krutagna Bharatwasi,yeh tera balidaan jagavega Swatantrata avinasi,hovey chup itihaas, lagey sachchai ko chahey phansi,ho madmaati vijay, mitaa dey golon sey chahey Jhansi.Tera Smarak tu hi hogi, tu khud amit nishaani thi,Bundeley Harbolon key munh hamney suni kahani thi,Khoob ladi mardani woh to Jhansi wali Rani thi"

'Merry Christmas'

All those amazing dreams

And now the stillness of this place

Here my life will start anew

And time be measured from this day

This was not the plan

Not here, not in this humble shed

That somehow seems so perfect today.

Its only a sweet celestial irony

that my faith decorating this wish tree.

we all know that hez coming,

santa's coming.

Whatever may lies ahead

i know

The hand of God must have its way

so i am juss wishing, dreaming, praying.

& with loads of love

i am wishing you all too

A 'Merry Christmas' & 'Happy New Year'!!!!!!!

"SPORTS" n " 2008"

Abhinav Bindra Wins Beijing 2008 Olympic GOLD Medal in the 10-meter Air Rifle

Beijing Olympics 2008 Medals



Kumar Vijender Wins Beijing 2008 Olympic Bronze Medal In Boxing

Sushil Kumar Wins Beijing 2008 Olympic Bronze Medal In Wrestling

Saina Nehwal won the World junior badminton championship 2008

Viswanathan Anand wins World Chess Championship 2008

Pankaj Advani wins World billiards double 2008

India win under-19 World Cup

India won ODI CB Series against Australia

India won Border-Gavaskar Trophy by 2-0

India won the ODI series against England

My hearty congratulations to all these big ppl....Great Achievement's!!!!!!!

I m in ღღღ..------>( II PART)

TRUTH is my first love.so lets continue wid that only.wel many times i say
i am not that much gud
i am really vry bad
i really behave vry rude at times...i mean lozz of negative thngs about myself.but did i believe in al this???i knw smwhr al this is true but stil smwhr my heart says:
u r not that much bad
y u curse yourself
y r u so harsh on yourself
i don knw what's really the truth??but i am sure smwhr v al do such thngs. many times ppl say many thngs about us like
oho!! common this is not ur cup of tea
oho!! don try this top with this jeans
oho!! don tie ur hair in this way
oho!! my frnd i knw u vry wel u cant chnge yourself..etc etc but stil smwhr v don listen al dis..smwhr v knw that al this is wrong..or its better if i say that v believe that al this is wrong.ppl really don knw us..
v knw that v r the best
v also knw few gud thngs about our self
v knw how to handle thngs vich othrs think that v can't
v r ready to listen nethng
v trust ur ins tints

u knw it hardly matter what v like about r self..i mean it can b nethng r intelligence, beauty, nature, behaviour,thoughts...etc etc..but truth is that v just feel gud about ourself.u knw v can pretend nethng in front of othrs but smwhr v knw the truth....v realy can't deny this fact that
v love ourselves
v admire ourselves
v believe in ourselves
v feel proud n even
v praise ourselves too
simply v r in love wid ourselves..lets not generalize this..its better if i say about myself only..n about me also..its a big truth that smwhr i love

"MYSELF"

i think again i shld admit that
i am in love....................................................................ღღღ

I m in ღღღ..------>( I PART)

wow today m talking about love.ahh!! so i am in love??hmm but with whom?? whoz he?? wel wel hez no one else only the ultimate "TRUTH" so wts al about being in luv wid this truth???oh cumon v al love him..so what??i mean whats new with this?right v al love truth..n nthng is new wid it

(recently i got a comment frm my school frnd on my blog ppl love truth so keep posting stuff like this..n suddenly this ques came to my mind)

aftr al why we love truth???
v alwaz believe in truth
v apreciate thngs vich talks about reality
v xpect truth frm our loved ones
i mean in short if i say den v r deeply in love wid this..but why?? wel my little intelligence only said few thngs that
smwhr v kno his pwr
smwhr v r not able to speak it
v alwaz wanted to go with it but somtimes r own terms n conditions doesn't allow us or its better if i say situations.smwhr v alwaz wanted to b associated wid the gud will of truth.like many times v say "yes i hv said this n i can say this in front of everyone i am not afraid of nethng..i knw what i hve to do"..even v use truth as self defence mechanism too..like mny times i say "look m like this only so plz don xcept thngs frm me...i cant chnge myself for othrs"
intresting :):)
we love it so much that v use it like anythng for our gud wil.
v feel proud to b assocaited with it.
v r not unknown frm its strenthg so sometimes v run frm it also.
v believe in it so much that v use it wid lozz of care also.
smwhr truth gves us the strenthg n smwhr it kills us like nethng.
smhwr it gves us the feeling of satisfaction that v r smwhr right.
n smwhr its pwr keep remininding us that v can't escape frm it.
wel whtever i said i don kno how much true is dis??but stil for me its a big truth..may b not about othrs but atleast about me.
n i muss say
yes i run frm him
i am afraid frm him
bcos of that i ignore him
n i hate him too
but stil stil i realy can't deny this that i am in love with him
yes i am in love..............................................................ღღღ

Jab V Met (cont..)

wel i went for the Councelling...i wanted to take EC..not bcos i hve the xceptional love for it..it juss that everybody told me that its a evergreen branch,its this n that..so i juss thought lets take this only???

but if i don do nethng stupid then hw would i survive??wel i filled al the choices EC,CS,IT n ya ME too hehe wow!!i filled ME nly in one collg n that to bcos i juss thought may b i'll not get nethng else...heheh but i think vo to last option tha..right???a girl interested in ME engg ???but hw could b wen i m such a big dumboo..i made it my first choice..aftr locking al the options i got the print out of the choices..wel i came dwn n gave the pprs to my father..

oh god!!! i think again i realy cant forget his reaction...he juss said r u crazy????wht hve u done???n i was like wht???wht i did??den he told me about my mistake.but stil i was vry kewl..i said so wht?? this is my last choice papa..they vil give me EC,CS,IT...i hve filed everything n my father was like hitting me..oh god paagle ladki pta bhi hai ki kya kiya hai????

oh shit!!!
wen i realised about my mistake it was vry late.i was vry upset that day.my father juss said u vil definitely get this.aftr al no othr girl vil opt for ME n i was like oh shit ab kya karun???kyu maine ise first choice per set kiya??mera dimaag kabhi kabhi itna kharab kyu ho jata hai??
n as he said i got the ME too :(:(.. now the biggest ques was:

where shld i go MECHANICAL ENGG. OR PHYSICS HONS ?????

i hve to decide something ..n i decided that i'll go for Mechanical engg..i don kno how i am gonna do dis but i'll do..n i hve to do thats it...

i titled al this as JAB V MET bcos this was the most interesting meeting for me....most interesting turn in my lyf.wen ME n ENGINEERING met(wel i alwaz run frm hard work but i don kno y i selected this.definetly that was not the impossible task but that was little bit tough thats it..n nly cos that require mor hard work)wel whatever
finally frm there my scintillating college days started.................

Jab V Met

so finaly m in the mood to write bout my lyf again...wel aftr 12th class like any othr normal student i ws thinking to join DU.i ws not sure about the course but finaly i decided to take physics Honours ....bcos i liked the subject vry much..so i decided to take the admission..i think i realy cant forget that day wen i ws thinking about my coming lyf whr i hve to study physics n physics nly....


wel i was standing in the queue for fee deposition.i suddenly saw some familar face..she ws my school frnd..so i said hi.n v strted talking
V: i am taking chemisrty Honours ...
me:oh!that gud..chemisrty is vy intrstng subject
V: wht about u???
me:me physics Honours ...
V:oh thats g8!!
V: hey u hvn't gvn ne engg xams?????
me:(oh god is she mad??if m standing here that means definetly i hvn't cleared ne :D but finaly i took a long breath n said) ya ya i hve gvn many like IIT,IP,AIEEE,UPTECH..
V: oh oh same here but i hve gvn medical xams too!!u hve the computers na??
me: ya ya
V: so wht about ur rank???
me:(oh! god y shez so much intrsted in my rank.. rank??? wht rank???)i don kno..i think dey hvn't gvn ne rank..
V: no no they alwaz rite rank..it doesn't matter hw bad it is
me: but i don kno my rank..actualy i hvn't seen my result..smbody else told me about it..so
V: oh i c..
me:(thnk god now shez not asking nethng)

wel in btw the conversation i reached to the window i juss deposited the fee...n said bye to her.i ws going back wid my father..suddenly i said papa what was my rank in that xams???n he ws like what???i said i think i hvn't cleared it na thats y dey hve not gvn ne rank.wel he doesn't said nethng he juss dropped me at home.but in the evening wen he came back he gave me the print out of my result...

n i ws like wht is dis????den he told me dis is ur rank...ur uncle told me that u vil easily get whtever branch u want.n i ws like wht???no???but papa said see the ppr...n i ws like whts this???that means i hve cleared it???but i was in doubt.

den i talked to my family frnds daughter whoz already doing the engg frm that place nly.den she said oh oh paagle u hve cleared it.its a vry gud rank.dont think much..juss chk ur centers n den go for Councelling n al????
wel i chkd evrythng on the net..n i came to kno about my al Councelling details..but i was in delima whether i shld go or not??i mean its bttr to contiue wid physics Honours or?..but finaly v went dere..
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So--So

yesterday night i cooked palak paneer for the dinner..i simply asked my sister to chk it n tel me...howz it????she taste it n said it SO--SO di.i ws like wt so--so juss tel me in one word its gud or bad???but again she said its so--so yaar..y r u irritating me??n i said y r u irritating me??? simply u cant tel its gud or bad what's dis so--so..i don kno ne such word..she juss said u hve gone mad...its so-so...kabhi kabhi bahut kuch so so hota hai....

i ws remain quiet for some time.bcozz smwhr that ws true.smwhr she ws right :(

but yes that time dere ws sudden chnge in my face xpression..not bcoz she said palak paneer is so-so but bcoz this so-so word pinched me smwhr

really wts the significance of this SO--SO???

in one context its gud bcoz so-so means thng is close to bad but completely its not bad.in another context its bad bcoz so-so means thng is away frm gud bcoz its close to bad

interesting!!! wht u say???

U kno v can stil manage wid that so-so thng but wen lyf becomes so--so then????this thought really irritated me whole night...really in this situation we swing btw gud or bad.neither v can smile nor v can cry..

realy wt v shld do in such situation???

i mean wts the solution????CAN U GIVE ME THE ANSWER???

trust me i hve no answer...m stil searching for it...m trying to calm dwn.m trying to believe in thngs which really doesn't exit at al...i hve lozz of doubt in my mind related to many thngs but before i conclude that its completely a bad time,still dere is lozz of time left.n its not the end too :0