Anonymous

"Anonymous"....this interesting word is very famous on Internet. there is a kind of curiosity, suspense, mystery, drama associated with it..u knw it has all the elements of full 3 hrs movie.wel if i realy tel u then i realy hate anonymous ppl..realy :0.

i mean y don they come in front n say whatever they like.this ques alwaz irritate me..

is it gud to b anonymous or not????

i mean sometimes its gud..even u can put ur thots without disclosing ur identity..even u can say nethng whatever u like without taking tension about what othrs wil feel...

but its bad too yar..y ppl scared frm telling there real identity...???y not ppl say whatever they feel without caring about othrs...i don knw but i don understand this anonymous concept... :o

but i luv anonymous thoughts,quotes,comments.may b bcos they r vry true..vry real..i don knw how but anonymous ppl actually speak the truth..:o

like i realy liked this anonymous thought which i read somewhere:

We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers.

Wider freeways, but more narrow viewpoints.

We spend more, but we have less.

We buy more, but enjoy less.

We have Degrees, but less common sense.

More knowledge, but less judgement.

More experts, but more problems.

More medicine, but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced lives values.

We talk too much, but listen less often.

We have learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We have added years to life, but not life to years.

We have been all the way to the moon and back, but we hardly know our neighbours.

We have conquered outer space, but not inner space.

We have split the atom, but not our prejudice.

We have higher incomes, but lower morals.

We have become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of tall men, and short shadowy character.

Times of steep profits, and shallow relationships.

These are times of delicate world peace, and domestic warfare.

Times of more leisure, but less fun.

More kinds of food, but more hungry people.

The days of two incomes, but more divorce.

Days of fancier houses, but more broken homes.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window, but very little in the storeroom.
And All Of This Was Created By Thought Perhaps

It Is Time To Change The Way We Think!

So--So

yesterday night i cooked palak paneer for the dinner..i simply asked my sister to chk it n tel me...howz it????she taste it n said it SO--SO di.i ws like wt so--so juss tel me in one word its gud or bad???but again she said its so--so yaar..y r u irritating me??n i said y r u irritating me??? simply u cant tel its gud or bad what's dis so--so..i don kno ne such word..she juss said u hve gone mad...its so-so...kabhi kabhi bahut kuch so so hota hai....

i ws remain quiet for some time.bcozz smwhr that ws true.smwhr she ws right :(

but yes that time dere ws sudden chnge in my face xpression..not bcoz she said palak paneer is so-so but bcoz this so-so word pinched me smwhr

really wts the significance of this SO--SO???

in one context its gud bcoz so-so means thng is close to bad but completely its not bad.in another context its bad bcoz so-so means thng is away frm gud bcoz its close to bad

interesting!!! wht u say???

U kno v can stil manage wid that so-so thng but wen lyf becomes so--so then????this thought really irritated me whole night...really in this situation we swing btw gud or bad.neither v can smile nor v can cry..

realy wt v shld do in such situation???

i mean wts the solution????CAN U GIVE ME THE ANSWER???

trust me i hve no answer...m stil searching for it...m trying to calm dwn.m trying to believe in thngs which really doesn't exit at al...i hve lozz of doubt in my mind related to many thngs but before i conclude that its completely a bad time,still dere is lozz of time left.n its not the end too :0

r U oK ????

R u ok???? ya ya me fine!!!!what bout U????

wow so gud...so easy to say...but tel me hw mny times u realy meant that u r fine?????hmm..even not 10 times out of hundred.ok tel me hw mny times u hv said i am not fine.i think this time u vil say even not 5 times out of hundred.so mathematics show 85 times v lie bout urself.don worry i am too wid u..i am not an xception

wow!!!! but y?? y??y??

i knw definetly v cant..trust me v cant..bcos v r coward..realy.v vil not say this even if v r burning wid emotions,suffering frm lozz of pain,missing the most important thng of lyf.shit man realy shit.wen it cums to one glass of juice v immediately say hey chnge dis its bitter in taste,even bout success n failure v can say ya man i did it finaly..only i knw hw i managed.

but but...wen it cums to emotions,feelings,relationships.ya i knw bcos of fear,v don say a single word.but but...........

y cant v win it??

y v alwaz pretend that nthng effects us

y v alwaz pretend that v vry strong..even wen its not true

y v alwaz smile???

y v cant say that hey it hurts

y v cant say i never expected this from u

y v juss hold r tears in eyes???

y v leave things on r destiny??

y v strt luving wtever cums to us???

y ppl say tough ppl alwaz last not tough time

y v live in illusions????

y all dis nonsense???

y v luv this feeling that nobody knws bout r pain...v r vry cool...thngs cums n go but v remain solid like rock....

y v luv this superiority that v came out the hell widout nebody's help

y don v accept???

y don v simply say::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

i am hurt

i am in pain

i am crying

i am not able to handle it

simply

"I AM NOT FINE"

i knw al dis but i never say that i am not fine

Aimless...realy???

I don knw y m writing al dis today..may b bcos smwhr I wanna take it out..as v say generally Reality seems to b blurred wen v don see ourself through r eyes.That’s what happens if v live r entire life through other people’s viewpoint.v spend d days and nights doing thngs right.most of d time v r busy answering many ques..
where do i want to end up?

will i have the job that makes me happy?

will i be able to label myself successful?

are they really proud of me?

am i enough to make him happy?

u knw wen v don left wid any ans,v juss try to avoid questions.v silence the soul too.But what bout inside? Are v proud of who v are? Do v like what v see inside? What is inside us? Who is the real v?

Again mny questions..wel if i talk bout any gal den its her duty to b her parent's reflection,b her in-laws reflection,b her husband's reflection..i think i too try to do smthng like dis..if I talk bout myself den m also not an xception.I don hve ne complaints on living lyf acc to sm1 else’s point of view…i realy appreciate whatever I hv got…watevr ws decided for me was realy gud n watever i got was mor den wt I deserved.

but but smwhr I feel I nvr livd my dreams..n dat's not any1 else’s fault..its mine again bcos I nvr dreamed nethng as such.. i knw dis truth also..but stil at times i ask some ques..
So wat is realy gud ?? wat bout dat vich I nvr dreamed??vich I nvr lived??y i did so??y m like dis?? its my laziness??its my ignorance??or its dat i seriously don knw wat i wanna do??

i don knw what i am talking right now...its juss a thought...or u can say few question on me.

Is m GREEDY????

wel 4 days back i read an article on my frnds blog....the article ws based on the comparison btw lyf's of birds n humans..there ws an emphasis on appreciating what god has gvn us..instead of being mor greedy

(wel b4 i ryt nethng i muss clear out dat its not against nebody's post..i totaly abide wat he said..its juss like fews thngs r in my mind ...n i cant ignore dem or u can say i don wanna ignore it too)

wel back to article..wen i read it....i realy liked it.i posted d comments n logged out.but aftr 5 mins,i again logged in n i again read the article.The two vry irritating questions pops up

are u greedy???

are u satisfied???

wel my negative thinking immediately replied back...NO DEAR!!!....but smwhr my positive thinking juss whisphered YES U R!!!!!

hmmm...i get confused..i simply ignored the questions n logged out.i get back to my work....i ws quiet busy so smwhr i ws able to ignore it....but wen today i juss logged in again...i ws suprised.

d questions were laughing at me...so finaly i juss decided to find out the ans....

wel i already hv d two answers.. YES or NO..But now the question is vich one z true?????as ppl say its gud if u appreciate wat u hv n wat u get bcos smwhr it gvs u a kind f satisfaction,vich is realy imp for U...if i talk about myself den i realy do al dis......BUT....BUT..BUT...

smwhr in my heart dere r so many wishes...i want dis n dat...i think i want so many thngs frm my lyf...wel....is r desires n wishes r not supplement of greed???? y only on othr thngs v say dat ppl r greedy???...i don knw...

even bout satisfaction ppl say "wen u get satisfied,u don try mor"....

den wats realy gud for us???

wel my negative thinking again told me.....its gud to b greedy...

its gud to get mor wen u can??

y to get satisfied on few thngs only???

its gud to chnge thngs according to ur wishes??..i mean y not ???its ur right??

but before i accept these thngs n make a conclusion...my positive thinking too said smthng...

u wanna achieve mor,go ahead...achieve it...

if u can chnge thngs according to ur wishes den chnge dem

u don wanna satisfied on wat u hv..den strive for mor......but remember dear....

ur greed shld not affect othrs n first of al,u only

don 4get urself in the process of getting satisfaction

don 4get to live ur lyf..

don 4get to appreciate thngs around u..if not for ur happiness den do it for othrs....

if u can do dis den u r satisfied n greedy at the same time.....wel writing al dis i got my ans too

yes i am greedy prsn....bcos dats a separate issue dat i get satisfied on thngs vry easily.....

wel now d question is no mor a question.....

but answer is,realy heart breaking...trust me!!!!!!

Is Red rose the only ROSE?????

I think if nebody say "Rose"....the vry first frame vich come to our mind is of RED ROSE..
but y so???y it cant b yellow,white,pink rose???? y??? hmmm...may b bcos its d symbol f luv.. may b........
wel my favourite....is white n yellow rose.as v al knw white rose is symbol f "peace" n yellow rose is symbol f " frnshp"...but if i found mixture f both in future den definetly dat vil become my favourite. bcos......
peace+ frnshp=wat u need in luv or ne realtion(RED ROSE) as ppl say

But dat doesn"t mean i don like red rose at al....m juss asking a ques" is red rose is d nly rose"???
u knw it is juss like v hv a set image ,a thought in r minds..xactly same happens in our lyf too.
v gv importance to many thngs like r many different frnds,wishes,crushes, likes or dislikes... but wenevr v talk bout dem v simply ask....
wat z ur deepiest desire???
whoz ur first crush??????
wat u like d most??? n many mor.....v nvr go to dat "many" or rather i shld say v generaly choose one among those many...n dat too simply according to dere priority.den dat means othr thngs r useless???i mean othrs r not imp for us????y v ignore dem??? y v set priorities??
i knw watevr i hv wrriten here z quiet confusing...bcos rite now m confused too....u knw big truth z dat smwhr v knw d reason f it too but stil not d xact ans so dis ques remains d ques nly..................is red rose,the nly rose??????