December 12, 2010

Something Incomplete.....

Why sometimes it happens that most of the time something Unfinished,incomplete becomes so special for us.
PPL say they don't like incomplete things but i am in love with this
"INCOMPLETE"

those incomplete Dreams,Wishes,Thoughts,Relationships..etc.e.etc..everything....


I love them more then a dream which i was able to fulfill..
wishes which are now no more a wishes..
Thoughts which i was able to present in front of others...
Relationships those never gone to the stage of love,neither those remain till the stage of crush only..but yes that was inbtw something incomplete and still so SPECIAL...
So IMPORTANT........
life is full of such incomplete things,incomplete wishes..incomplete thoughts..
The most interesting thing about this is...
they always remain in our memory..
They sometimes irritate us also..
Their bitterness somewhere pinch us also...
Sometimes they even bring big smile on our face..
i can say many things about this incomplete but still i cant completely define it...
i cant make them complete through my words.
They will always remain UNFINISHED.../INCOMPLETE..Yet so SPECIAL...

November 13, 2010

YES !! U r my Favorite

Dedicated to all my favorites
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Again after a long time I am back on my blog..This is my first weekend after returning to Delhi when I got some time for myself, my blog..
wel wel..this thought is irritating me from the time I landed in Delhi after one years gap.
IS U MY FAVORITE??
IS U SO IMPORTANT??
so cute..heheh and the answer is YES !! YES !! YES!!
I can say anything but I cant deny this thing..that’s the biggest truth
In life, I muss say few questions are really very interesting :
who is your favorite?
why he/she is ur favorite?
what is this funda of favoritism?
Why only few people take that special place in ur life?
but this favorite peoples list does not include r mom,dad,brother,sis,bf,gf,husband,wife.....

Favorite people are special in there own way...that’s what i feel

pls pls no answers like u like someone bcos he/she is very good looking, very intelligent, very smart..or etc etc..pls....


"People say when u like someone and if you know the reason behind it..that means its a CRUSH..but if u dont know the reason then its LOVE"
But i am not talking about this..
i am saying u like/hate someone..but u don’t know the reason behind it..and still he/she is ur favorite..He/she is important for u..
May be he/she is ur very good friend or a some person liked by u..it does not matter what kind of repo you share with them...this is also possible that u guys are big enemy’s but still he/she ur favorite..
They are not everything in your life but still they are important..
They make u feel their presence in ur life
They somewhere influence u on many things
Their presence make u feel good or bad too..or u can say their presence effects u


have u ever cried in ur life bcos of those people who are not so important for u...their presence is not necessary..but the only thing is that u know them
u smile when they are happy
u feel sad when they are sad..even u care for them
u cry when they somewhere hurt u
their in different behavior sometimes even irritates u...

i just don’t know what’s the reason behind this favoritism..why only few people cross that line of favorites..in my life I also got few favorites

My first Class teacher Santosh mam(She was so sweet that even i cant describe it in words)
My hindi teacher in 6th class Nivedita mam(only bcos of her hindi became my favorite subject)
My maths teacher in 6th class Mandol sir (who really tried lot to improve my bad mathematics but everything went into vain)
My English teacher bharti mam(Her praise was special for me)
My mechanical professor in 1st sem Shailesh sir (i was never able to understand his sarcastic comments),
My database sir in 4th sem Vishal sir(His seriousness made me study hard for database in which i scored my highest marks too),
My computer organizations professor Tarun sir (My god his only one question killed me somewhere..shweta what’s going wrong? why are u not scoring well dont know when he asked this question i really felt very bad..i just don’t know why?? in school/college it happens many times when some teacher ask such questions but still i never felt so bad)
My school captain
My school friend (with whom i used to fight lot) My college frnd(who was my cab mate too. but we were not so good frnds but still)
My 1st big boss and one of my colleague(who taught me big lesson in my life)

................i am sure in future too I am gonna get some more...:):)

These are people who at some point of time in r life who effected us..either in positive/negative way..from them we have learned big lessons of r life..we learned the way to see and perceive the things in some different way :):)

May 9, 2010

7th.....

wel afer a long time..i am again on my blog..why that i dont kno..u can say today i got some time to write again....:-)
what is good.... to forget something or to not?
forgive the thing or not?
what if we try hard to forget n forgive the thing..but stil..
7th i dont know whats wrong with this date....why i dont like it..or u can say somewhere i kno the reson too also..i think i am just not ready to accept it..why the hell that thing is bothering me too much..why?
evrything is fine then why i am giving so much importance to it...
7th dec 2009..i really cant forget it..n now its again 7th may 2010 i cant forget...
yesterday i just cried after a very long time...:(..(somewhere i want this to happen with me from 7th dec 09 but finaly yesterday things worked for me..)
sometimes life plays with u in such a manner that even if u try ur best u cant do anything
i just dont know what should i say..i was wrong that time ..or i am wrong right now..whatever be the thing but yes something is there for which i cant forgive myself..:(
i got struck somewhere...n that thing is killing me...i just wanna come out of it..trying my level best but still....:(