October 10, 2009

...from where you left me..

i started new journey from where you left me
renewal became my part of life
every mintue,every second
but till now,i am still trying to move from where you left me



its not about your departure
its not about my sadness
its not about your presence
its not about my feelings
its juss that i am still trying to move from where you left me


i don't know why i am struggling so much
i don't know why i am cribling so much
i know somewhere you are there
i know now you are not here
i know somewhere i am still trying to move from where you left me


my perception doesn't matter here
my aspiration doesn't bother here
although i altered everything,
but my concentration doesn't gather here
till now,i am still trying to move from where you left me



there must be a reason?
there must be a season
there must be a duration
there must be situtaion
where ??
all this will go away from my life
but whatever be the future now.
i just know.....i am still trying to move from where you left me

Silence of Life

silence of life..juss like u quietly accept everything whatever comes to you..YOU SMILE , YOU CRY..
it doesn't matter to you whats realy going on..its juss tht you r smiling bcos you smwhr ignoring some serious thng..n you r crying bcos smwhr u kno u can't avoid it.i don kno why we think so much???everytime i try to keep my cool..but still
i don kno things realy goes out of my hand..wenever i start thinking it is the thing..this is the way. like this i have to do it...this will happen ..that will happen..but suddenly everything get changed.In the end i alwaz get some different picture.i think may be bcos i analyze so much.or i don kno.wel whatever be the things..........

few things in life never changes..i can run from them but i can't ignore them.wenever i got this feeling i start analyzing it with more concentration..n again get into trouble...

the most intrstng thing is tht its not tht i am vry serious prsn..its bcos i am the most careless prsn..who hardly cares about the thngs..wel i kno whatever i am writing today will not make sense to anybody..newaz lets not continue this mor..odrwise i don kno what i start writing..