I can say anything but.........

If words are wrong,

i will say them quickly.

if words gonna hurt,

i will say them carefuly.
if the words please you,

i will say them slowly.

dear! you know very well,i can say any thing but................

how i make you understand

if the words are sign of begining

i will love to say them.

but if they mean "THE END",

how can i even try to say them,

i will never say them.

bcos if i say then, may everything becomes wrong,

may words hurt you,

may words realy become the end.

dear!you know very well, i can say anything but...............

please don trust me so much,

now i am leaving you,

please don hate me too,

you know everything from the begining

i cant say "NO"

i cant say "YES"

i cant say "what you are for me"

i cant say "i am nothing without you"

even now too i cant say how much "i am going to miss you"

because i can say anything but ????????

"NO"

PPL say wen smbody rejects u...its tough to take it...handling rejection is not easy.but
"Is rejecting smone is easy???" i don knw bout othrs but for me rejecting sm1 is realy a tough thng..saying NO is vry tough..plz its not dat m a miss universe who rejects thousands evryday...but normaly i realy find it vry difficult...trust me!!!


lets not use d word "reject"..i don like dis word..who am i to reject nebody....who am i to tel othr prsn dat u r not gud enough for me..i don like saying direct no to neone(again its not dat m vry sweet)simply i don like hurting smone knwingly like ne normal prsn..so i generaly try to convince dat prsn ..dat u r at wrong place...ur choice is realy bad.. u r juss wasting ur time on useless prsn...dis n dat....but al dis generaly doesnt work...

& evrybody thinks dat i hv so much attitude,m making fun of dem,m not serious smwhr..n even dat m going around wid smone else.hehehe..its realy tough to convince dem..wel if dey think al dis..i don think its wrong frm dere side..i am ready to hear al dis..if othr prsn gets clear view.but again generaly evrythng becomes complex...n d result of it is i lost my frnds...


i think smwhr its difficult to talk,if dat prsn is saying no in a vry convincing way.... i don knw is dere ne othr way to say no,so dat othr prsn doesnt get hurt.But again its not possible...wen u say no smhwr u hurt d pthr prsn..wel i hardly remember wen i directly said no to neone....i think my convincing pwr is vry gud smhwr...hehehe...

wel but one thng i can say al of dem muss b thnkful to me smwhr bcos now dey al r vry happy wid dere g/f's....hehehe

jokes apart.....few thngs in lyf r realy tough but stil ...

kya karein?? achha nhi hai..phir bhi hum karte hain ..ya mein karti hun
life is ful of such tough words..realy!!!!!!!

So Perfect !!!!

wel dere r mny thngs i luv but few f dem i truely admire....smthng is missing in dem but stil evrythng is so perfect...so gud dat i juss luv dem

Sunset----> end of past!!!!

i don knw wen i strtd liking sunset's...it juss happnd.for me its alwaz a spl one..its realy a sign of new begning..symbol of end of d day...it gves me alwaz d time to think n realize wat i did..wat i got n lost ..n wat is stil dere in my lyf..although it shows end but gv me d hope f smthng new....

it teaches to 4get ur past n think bout new thngs....

Waterfall----> alwaz move ahead!!!

i think i can relate mny thngs to it..it tels u mny thngs like alwaz move ahead in d lyf,its gud to b dwn to earth in nature,alwaz ready to accept new identity.its not bout wats right or wats wrong..its bout doing right thngs at right tym

realy a beautiful sight!!!!!

Tears----> feel the silence!!!

Tears can b of happiness too..but generaly v relate dem to sadness..but i think smtyms its gud to cry..not bcos u r said..bcos dats makes u smwhr vry light..gv u d tym to feel d thngs.whthr in a bad taste or gud taste.

wen smthng kils u ...its a best thng to do..instead f finding sm1 close to share thngs...i juss luv tears..

dey say so much!!!!

Broken mirror--->see yourself !!!

although ppl say broken mirror is related to mny bad thngs its not gud to keep it..but realy???i don think so...smtimes its gud to c urself clearly frm it..wen evrythng bcomes cloudy..wen smwhr u r completly shattered...it gvs u strength to rise frm ashes again

acc...to me its vry pwrful thng!!!!!!

Unreturned love !!!

i alwaz belive Unreturned love also has its rainbow..its not imp d othr prsn shld also luv u...ya definetly its gud if he does so...but wat bout unreturned luv???i thinks it gud again...trust me..its gv u nice feeling of being in luv alwaz!!!!u nvr feel out of it..he's alwaz dere in ur mind,he's alwaz dere for u,or its better if i say u nvr 4get him...wat mor u want ???luv is juss about being in luv alwaz...so u r....????or not???

Is m GREEDY????

wel 4 days back i read an article on my frnds blog....the article ws based on the comparison btw lyf's of birds n humans..there ws an emphasis on appreciating what god has gvn us..instead of being mor greedy

(wel b4 i ryt nethng i muss clear out dat its not against nebody's post..i totaly abide wat he said..its juss like fews thngs r in my mind ...n i cant ignore dem or u can say i don wanna ignore it too)

wel back to article..wen i read it....i realy liked it.i posted d comments n logged out.but aftr 5 mins,i again logged in n i again read the article.The two vry irritating questions pops up

are u greedy???

are u satisfied???

wel my negative thinking immediately replied back...NO DEAR!!!....but smwhr my positive thinking juss whisphered YES U R!!!!!

hmmm...i get confused..i simply ignored the questions n logged out.i get back to my work....i ws quiet busy so smwhr i ws able to ignore it....but wen today i juss logged in again...i ws suprised.

d questions were laughing at me...so finaly i juss decided to find out the ans....

wel i already hv d two answers.. YES or NO..But now the question is vich one z true?????as ppl say its gud if u appreciate wat u hv n wat u get bcos smwhr it gvs u a kind f satisfaction,vich is realy imp for U...if i talk about myself den i realy do al dis......BUT....BUT..BUT...

smwhr in my heart dere r so many wishes...i want dis n dat...i think i want so many thngs frm my lyf...wel....is r desires n wishes r not supplement of greed???? y only on othr thngs v say dat ppl r greedy???...i don knw...

even bout satisfaction ppl say "wen u get satisfied,u don try mor"....

den wats realy gud for us???

wel my negative thinking again told me.....its gud to b greedy...

its gud to get mor wen u can??

y to get satisfied on few thngs only???

its gud to chnge thngs according to ur wishes??..i mean y not ???its ur right??

but before i accept these thngs n make a conclusion...my positive thinking too said smthng...

u wanna achieve mor,go ahead...achieve it...

if u can chnge thngs according to ur wishes den chnge dem

u don wanna satisfied on wat u hv..den strive for mor......but remember dear....

ur greed shld not affect othrs n first of al,u only

don 4get urself in the process of getting satisfaction

don 4get to live ur lyf..

don 4get to appreciate thngs around u..if not for ur happiness den do it for othrs....

if u can do dis den u r satisfied n greedy at the same time.....wel writing al dis i got my ans too

yes i am greedy prsn....bcos dats a separate issue dat i get satisfied on thngs vry easily.....

wel now d question is no mor a question.....

but answer is,realy heart breaking...trust me!!!!!!

Closed Eyes

i watch her everyday,

even i question her every second,

but she never replies back.

The cold war between me and her is from ages

she always tries to bound me,

and whenever i felt i am gonna defeat

i juss closed my eyes..........

There are many sheets of illusions around me

now i only loved the journey in between them

i don see even my broken image,

and whenever i felt she is trying to show me the mirror,juss to tease me

i juss closed my eyes............

Now i have became coward somewhere

i realy don fight with her,

i lend my everything to her,

she takes whatever she wants.

i am no one to decide any thing,she is my boss

and whenever i felt cheated somewhere in my heart,

i juss closed my eyes................

i don know??? Its my ignorance,my tolerance,

i obey her like a small child.&,she dominate so much.

she is not a stranger to me.

she is no one else,my very own

"DEAD SILENCE"

i don know when she conquer me,

and now whenever she screams,juss to show her happiness.

i not only closed my eyes but also my ears too!!!!!!

Second point of view

wel wats d key point to impress smone ??????n ofcourse dat sm1 can b ne1. i think sm vil say its ur "attitude",gud luks,gud behaviour...or etc etc.. but realy al dese thngs can impress sm1...???????

wel dere ws a time,wen i too used to wonder....wat can b those one or two thngs??.....but later on i realised dat dere z nthng in dis world which can realy n truely impress sm1........now u vil say wat r u talking???? hw can it b possible???
r teachers get impressed by r inteligence....
r frnds get impressed by r behaviour n attitude luv n affection...
r g/f ,b/f get impressed by r luks n sweet caring nature......

den hw can it b possible?????.......................but according to me "it z possible"


c ur teachers, g/f, b/f, frnds likd u bcos dey were nly luking for dat particular thng in u....like ur teacher nly wants dat u xcell in ur studies..dats it.u cant fix one thng for it...can u tel me one or two thngs dat if i apply i vil definetly impress sm1???....c if a stranger get impressed by u,may b he vil say dat he liked ur gud nature,smile,ur sweet voice i mean it can b nethng......

but if u realy c u vil get to knw dat....
wen smbody like sm1 it juss like it can b nethng ....it cant b specific one thng....its nvr bout u....its nvr bout wat z gud in u..its alwaz bout d othr prsn who likes u....nly he/she can defines dat thng for u.. he/she decides dat factor......

wel dere z saying too "beauty lies in d eyes of beholder"...

wen i realised dis i ticked it correct in my book f thoughts too......bcos its bout d othr prsn's perspective..or i shld say...."second point of view" in my words.

Saving dew in the desert

lyf z like a long walk on d road. y v say dis????? y it z composed f different phases. hw many times u said dis

"oh! god nly i knw hw i did it"

i think many times wen v did smthng vich v smwhr think its not so easy to do..it can b nethng passing a back ppr,helping sm1 out f ur limits, convincing sm1 on smthng,hiding ur smile or emotions wen it is most difficult to do.

i think in my lyf too, i said dis many times. during my teenage i used to think m doing best frm my side,i can nly do dis n dat....m trying to cope up wid evrythng...plz don xpect mor frm me..as a kid i saved my tears,as a teenager i saved my feelings wid me nly......wat mor ppl want frm me...but now i feel dat dere z stil so much vich i hv to save.....my values, culture, feelings, thoughts dreams n dat too wid responsibility.... thngs hvnt chngd even nw. i stil cant go on top of d bulding n shout nethng watevr i wish.....

now nly my perception has chngd. i learned dat dere z big difference btw different phases f lyf n u become awar f dem slowly slowly......but d biggest irony of lyf z dat "it would take more than a lifetime to knw evrythng bout lyf...n as u find d ans f one ques it chnges it ques immediately"

i don knw wat to say on dis??...u knw now i alwaz say m trying to save dew in d desert f my lyf...i don knw hw succesful i am?????but trust me every drop f dew z imp bcos it add new dimensions to lyf.its not bout compromise,even not bout ignorance..its juss dat u gv smthng to one part f ur lyf n dat too for d wel being of othr one!!!!!!!

Is Red rose the only ROSE?????

I think if nebody say "Rose"....the vry first frame vich come to our mind is of RED ROSE..
but y so???y it cant b yellow,white,pink rose???? y??? hmmm...may b bcos its d symbol f luv.. may b........
wel my favourite....is white n yellow rose.as v al knw white rose is symbol f "peace" n yellow rose is symbol f " frnshp"...but if i found mixture f both in future den definetly dat vil become my favourite. bcos......
peace+ frnshp=wat u need in luv or ne realtion(RED ROSE) as ppl say

But dat doesn"t mean i don like red rose at al....m juss asking a ques" is red rose is d nly rose"???
u knw it is juss like v hv a set image ,a thought in r minds..xactly same happens in our lyf too.
v gv importance to many thngs like r many different frnds,wishes,crushes, likes or dislikes... but wenevr v talk bout dem v simply ask....
wat z ur deepiest desire???
whoz ur first crush??????
wat u like d most??? n many mor.....v nvr go to dat "many" or rather i shld say v generaly choose one among those many...n dat too simply according to dere priority.den dat means othr thngs r useless???i mean othrs r not imp for us????y v ignore dem??? y v set priorities??
i knw watevr i hv wrriten here z quiet confusing...bcos rite now m confused too....u knw big truth z dat smwhr v knw d reason f it too but stil not d xact ans so dis ques remains d ques nly..................is red rose,the nly rose??????

Ankahee !!!!!

Eggytarian to vegetarian

one day me n my frns were hving d lunch in school. suddenly one f my frnd whispered in my ear hide ur lunch dear bcos mis.x vil eat al ur omelette n bread..before i react on dis,mis.x heared evrythng n v al start laughing but she realy felt vry bad smwhr.aftr d lunch she said now i nvr eat egg in future n i mean it....i ws shockd.i tried to xplain her dat,v al were juss joking..nthg ws against u...but she ws not ready to listen nethng..aftr dat v remain frnds but she kept her words..i think her decision effected me lozz.later on i too ws not able to eat it.bcos i ws not able to 4get dat incident so finaly i too hv to gv up...n i too become pure vegetarian frm eggytarian..
its realy vry imp to think b4 u speak bcos u nvr knw wen u may hurt othr prsn n hw much it vil effect him..d incident ws small,chnge ws small too but a lesson ws big

Silence in frnshp

This is bout my 1st sem...5 completely different gals became frnds(including me)but dat frnshp doesn't last for long...not bcos v were not able to gel properly...but bcos sub grouping started among us n dat thng distroyed evrythng.i don knw i ws realy hurt smwhr or not???i think it ws neither miss.h's fault nor mine bcos she ws vry clear,wat she want n i think i ws too not ready to chnge myself..v nvr talkd bout dis wid each othr..v juss simply chngd r routes.although v r stil frnds but iz dat d same relation v share ????i don think so???n i knw in future too v r not going to do dis..
but i realy learned dat frndshp z not a piece f cake so dat u can share dis wid many ppl at d same time..its bout sharing d whole spl cake wid many ppl so dat dey al feel dat u hvnt divided it

Cracked cup

One day few guest came to our house.wel v al get busy in chatting n laughing.my sister served d tea..dere ws so much noise but suddenly a voice came "there is a crack in my cup" n suddenly everybody ws quiet..den my mom said chnge d cup..i don say it ws my sister's fault even not dat guest's,bcos my sister doesn't notice it n dat guest noticed it vry wel...its a human nature...wel aftr 2 mins everythng ws normal

but dat incident taught me a big lesson " nvr gv a single chance to othrs so dat dey point u at ne point f ur lyf,even not for small thngs too"