:):):) Finaly Crossed 50 mark

So finaly i crossed the mark of 50th post..:):):)

This is my 51st post on this blog...so i am quiet happy about this bcos i nvr thought i'll be able to do it...i nvr thought i can write so much.well whatever be the thng..i was able to write so many thngs..not only that i was able to analyize all the thngs in details..i also got feedback from different ppl i.e positive or negative both..mostly positive ones bcos all the reader were vry sweet to me so they only gave there positive feedbacks...
wel i realy enjoyed this..writing n xpressing thngs..meanwhile i learned many things also..even i read many ppl's vry good blogs :):)

lets c how long i can continue this thng.wel again i am saying this i'll try my level best...bcos somewhere i kno i am not a very gud writer(still in the learning process )

Confidence :(:( :):)

when somebody put his/her confidence on you..what exactly you feel?????
somewhere good because that person is keeping so much faith on you...but with me this is not the case..i realy get scared when this happens.:(:(

And the reason is also vry simple because when somebody puts his/her faith you have to ful fill those responsibilites what he/she thinks that you can do...
now days i am facing this problem ....my manger realy thinks that i can do this or that..i don kno why he is keeping so much faith on me..but somewhere i kno i realy can't afford this bcos if i am not able to deliver what he is expecting from me then i will realy feel bad...
and somewhere i don wanna do that..i don waana break that faith and at the same time i don wanna break my faith on myself too....but the biggest prblm is that i don have any confidence on myself...i am realy afraid what gonna happen...even i don kno...

who will win???my nervousness or his faith....i don kno..:O:O